| No better love- Young guns
This will be my last entry for this xanga. New game Yeaaahhh boooy!
I woke up this morning with a migrain and my body aching. Today I'll be visiting my grandma in the hospital and I'll pray with all my heart that nothing is wrong with her cos' thats my life right there. She was the one who took care of me when moms and dad worked late or had no time for me or whatever. She was the one who taught me about God. She was the one who made me feel like home, and everytime I'm with her we just seem to have a connection that alot of people don't have with her. Alot of people don't understand her but I feel that you don't necessarily have to understand a person to be close with them. I feel that if you want to be close with them, it'll just come. And if you two were meant to be bestfriends, boyfriend/girfriend, husband/wife, etc.. then you will. As for me, I'm just gonna take it one day at a time. Not rush things or what not because I'm still young. And even if I don't get to do all the things I wanted in this lifetime, then it must have been for a reason. And when I wake up in heaven  , I know I'm not gonna be all like "Oh man, I never got to get married" or whatever. As long as I'm satisfied within myself and know where I am and where my heart is, I'm straight. I feel as if my Christianity is becoming a little foreign to me and that is because of certain situations that have been thrown at me at the time I felt unprepared for. But I belive that your prepared for every situation life throws at you because God makes sure of it. If you weren't prepared, then you wouldn't be here right now. And eventhough I feel this way it doesn't mean i'm not going to live life to the fullest. Infact, I'm going to start to live life to the fullest and just have fun being young. Alot of people my age worry and are unpatient. I was this way, including nieve and ignorant, but I'm growing up & pretty soon I'll be an adult and will have to make my own desicions (eventhough I already do). I can't be a little girl anymore, I can't just run to someone because I feel I need them or what not. I have to handle it and I want to thank soo of people for pushing me to do this. Yes, the saying is true "What hurts you only makes you stronger." I've been hurt many times but I'm not going to let that stop me because I have soo much to go for and so do you. And thats on the real.
Oh yeah, HAPPY C-DAY JAME! I love you babygirl, your seventeen now (eventhough you don't look like it puahaha). I've known you since you was thirteen. And I'll know you til' your uh ninety, haha or older or a grandma!  |
! & Keep it fre fre fre um fresh.
babygirl kriss
... so i just rolled w/ jam instead up in her honda civic.. TYPICAL ASIAN CAR..lol then made fun of her PENIS MINTS that agnes got her .. that dirty heffar lol.. then went to starbucks again.. then went to cabooboo to pick up courtneys fat ass.. then went to uhh seven eleven then saw EDRINS boyfriend.. damn that nigga drives fast.. then went to joans (mah lil joan) house..DAMN i miss that sexy girl.. then jams house.. nd fasho GOT MY SLIPPERS anyways.. then went to tha thrift store by my house but it was closed..lol then we HOPPED THA FENCE..lol stupid asses.. 16 & 17 year old girls hopping fences..HOW RETADED...lol oh well i love our sillyness.. but man when i was on that top of that fence there was this sharp ass thing sticking out and i just put my leg over the fence then OUUCH MY PU**Y..! i said that mess loud lol but that mess hurted whatever tha hell it was that was poking it... that mess hurted.. man so them lucky bitches didn't have to worry bout their ishes hurting cos i climbed it first and they had me to warn them!!.. anyways CHAAANGE SUBJECT.. damn i write about the dumbest shit..lol who cares i dont care i just feel like writing right now.. what happend after we went to tha circle .. lol went to ross.. then baskin robins.. then rite aid.. then finally TO MY HOUSE.. yes & right now i'm eating cheese cake & pizza.. but i feel like THROWING UP 
.. well yeah..i'm holding it in.. anyways OH MY GOSH FINALLY!!! THANK YOU DANIEL FOR HELPING ME GET THAT CRAP OFF MY INFO!! i've been trying to find away to get rid of that for weeks .. so thank you.. ANYWAYS i'm finna go to SWEETHEARTS AT POLY fasho! so yeaah.. royce is retarted i go "ay emay wants to go w/ you to sweet hearts" and he says " i dont do dances" and i'm like "so what" and he's like "so...... i wanna go w/ you".. lol dont make sense but SORRY EMAY i'm taking royce.. lol everyone was fighting to go w/ him at tha meeting..lol naw siiike imma go w/ hmm.. iono? yet but i wana go..cos i been wanting to go to a dance and everytime someone asked me i'd say NO!! I'M STUPID.. i couldda went to tha prom last year.. errr!! well NOW IS DIFFERENT.. so yeah.. uhh i think thats it